There still are lots of things to do. I am leaving in 5 days and I still can’t believe that. I’ve always believed that this journey would be best and hardest of my life and it is exactly as I was expecting.
Now I can see what exactly counting down means. I am really counting down the days. Each single day I’m looking at my countdown tool and it makes me feel excited and sad at the same time. I’m very sure that each single doj mate of mine feels the same way.
When you start to say goodbye, you will exactly see what you are getting into. But that won’t make you scare cause you’ll know that you will get more than you pay! You’ll have to give up on many things but you won’t care. Cause you’ll be willing to do that. Everyone will look at you like you are going mad. Everyone will wonder what the hell you are doing. How can you leave everyone behind and go there alone with your life packed on two big suitcases. You won’t give a damn. You’ll keep thinking on the life waiting for you there in Dubai. You won’t feel this way because it’s Dubai that you’ll be living in. You’ll feel this way because it’s the biggest and best airline in the world that you are joining in. Because I know, it has been your dream for years. You’ll feel this way because you’ll know that your dreams are getting real.
There will be a mountain of people telling you not to go or it’s the worse decision that you’ve ever made. People will go this far and you’ll be like ; “Who cares you?”. You’ll know that you are the one in a million. You’ll be the one breaking the chain. You’ll be the one making the sky beautiful. You’ll be the one making the world so beautiful just by being a world citizen and yes, now you know what I exactly mean.
Until you go and take your plane to Dubai, you’ll jump and scream a lot! Whenever you get an e-mail from them, it usually makes you jump and scream, yes. You will laugh a lot and cry too. You will cry when no one is around because you’ll never want that people see your weak side. Cause you’ll promise to yourself to be the strongest one during this journey.
You’ll work hard! Even before joining. Cause you’ll know why you are going there. Cause you have goals!
In the end, you’ll see how amazing the life is. You’ll love your people more than anytime in your life. And yes, they’ll love you the same way! Cause that time, they will feel the fear of losing you. They will get the chance to see their life without you and they’ll understand once more how important you are. For sure, there may be some people that will feel any emptiness without you and they’ll keep going. You won’t be sad. Cause you’ll know that if they can live without you, so you can do. You’ll keep going as well.
When the day will come, you’ll take your bags and walk away. That’s all. There you’ll see what the life is ; It is all about a one-way ticket. The fact of that will hit you but you’ll be strong as always. You’ll keep walking thinking about all your past till now. And you’ll say your last goodbye for a long time.
There’ll be an amazing life waiting you ahead. An amazing career. All the things that you were fighing to get them for years. Leaving so many behind, getting much more then. You’ll say a big “thank you” for all the supportive people around you.
If you know all of this, you’ll be successfull in the end. Cause you’ll know what to face and how to deal with it. It’s not always golden as the calls that we get. It’s hard. It’s going to be challenging. But if you are choosen, please ensure yourself that you CAN deal with all these things. It’s nothing much when there are wars and deads in this world. It’s just you are moving to another country leaving your loved ones behind to be back to them as your best after long years. And maybe, to take them with you into a better life. Who knows?
Yes, that’s how I feel right now.